Hello Blogging world, Lauren here! I hope you will find much joy in our lovely home of Provo and all of the drama, romance, sappiness, tears, and men it brings.
Where to begin with me? This year so far has been full of much love and hate for relationships. Yes I know it’s still January and the year has just begun. But this month has been full of surprises for me. My life took a total 360. I was going to be getting married- but life decided to take a different spin on things. I guess someday I will understand why things went the way they did. But for now I just need to pretend to believe in the saying that everything happens for a reason-okay so I really do believe in it, I just don’t like to.
A little bit about me... I love life and the people in it. (Even the men sometimes ;) when they are good to me) I love the memories I create. I thought it was a brilliant Idea when the BFF Sierra suggested that we start OUR STORY of our ‘oh so lovely dating life’s” and the journeys it takes us on. As I mentioned before I have just gone through a breakup and am just trying to cope with everything. I have a really hard time letting go. I know I know you are all probably thinking this is the drama girl of them all. But really it’s a hard thing when you’ve been pretty much planning your life with someone. Jake is the EX. He was good to me. But I honestly think you see a person’s true character when you go through a break up and how they react.
Take Jake for instance. We had the pretty close to the ‘perfect’ relationship. I have never let someone into my life as much as I did him. And that is saying a lot for me. I would say that I’m a pretty open person but he had knocked down every single wall and built tunnels in and out. We were inseparable. He knew everything there was to know about me. We never fought. At the blissful end of the long relationship it just wasn’t meant to be I guess you could say- I kept having doubts. So we broke up. Two weeks later he pretty much has a girlfriend. Yes, I have been hanging out with other guys-I guess you can call me a hypocrite. But whatev. I mean sure go have a NCMO with a girl but really Jake a GIRLFRIEND?? It just makes me sick to think that he could move on that quickly. Honestly, I thought he would have a harder time. Why does it always have to be me? I really have no desire to date right now. It just bugs me. Yes I know I shouldn’t be the jealous type, especially when it was the so called ‘right’ thing to do. And then he texts me to get over it, and move on. Who just does that? Jerk. Point being- you can tell a lot about a person when you break up and how they treat you. Boo.
Hugs and kisses.
Oh and when life hands you lemons…Stuff them in your bra!
Ahh, the dating life.
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